close to me lyrics

I've waited hours for this, I made myself so sick
I wish, I'd stayed asleep today
Thought this day would never end
I never thought tonight could ever be so close to me

Just try to see in the dark, just try to make it work
I feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out, hold my breath and wait 'til I shake

But if I had your faith
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
My head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this, I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be this close to me

But if I had your faith
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
My head on the door was a dream