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I hate you still, yet I imitate you
You're in my dreams, pushing me around
I move my mouth, I watch her cry
It's killing me and you wonder why

Always said, "I wouldn't be that way"
I always said, "I wouldn't be that way"
Capsized, cut down to size
Capsized, like colors bleed

Now they're all the same to me
I feel his hand and I know
I'm damned, a puppet on a string
And the man behind the screen

This is the last time I treat you like that
This is the last time I act like a man
This is the last time I drink myself to sleep
This is the last time I act before I think
Oh, but the things kids say