calling heaven lyrics

I'm waiting for my visit
They'll fill this roomwith flowers an' all
They'll put on their biggest smile
But only for a while

If only I could help it
If only mercy'd be on my side
I wouldn't have to die
And my family wouldn't cry

But the pain is getting
far to strong
The medicine won't hold it for long
It's getting closer
So I'm waiting for someone to come
To come and take my soul where it
belongs
But no one's coming, no one...

So I'm calling heaven now
Calling heaven now
I'm calling heaven's hand
So heaven help

I try to find the answer
I try to find the reason why I
I'm leaving them all behind
But there's something that I will find

The blood's still running through my heart
My hairs are slowly falling apart
And I just can't take it
So I'm waiting for someone to come
To come and take my soul where it belongs
But no one's coming, no one...

So I'm calling heaven now
Calling heaven now
I'm calling heaven's hand
So heaven help

I see it in their faces
They know I will be leaving tonight
But somewhere down the line
I'm sure we'll meet again