brand new low lyrics

Over and over I keep wondering why
Then I give up and see that look in your eyes
'Cause if I trip and fall, I'll be to blame
And if I hit the wall, I'll still be the same

Wasting your time with your so called friends
The ones you adore and the ones you pretend
And it's kind of sad and deranged
But it's not so bad that it can't be explained

'Cause in my mind it's all a waste of time
And there's no excuse at all then I realize
Surprise, you were right all along

And I want to know, have I gone too far?
Have I sunk to a brand new low?
And I want to know if I've gone too far?
'Cause I've lost all my self control

Guilty as charged, I've been convicted and tried
Was it too much to ask for you to take my side?
'Cause there's nothing here left to defend
When it's always me that you blame in the end

'Cause in my mind it's the perfect crime
And there's no excuse at all when I realize
Surprise, you were right all along

Nothing is what it seems
To me you're sleeping without the dreams
Without you, nothing defines me

When I'm slipping away
It's only you that can find me
And I'm over my head again
I'm falling from end to end