be - in lyrics

In my rooom
I'm alone in my room
And I'll be in for a while

And can't you see
I'm holier when i'm....
I'm feeling good enough to try?

All the drugs that you bring
If they're antiquated beyond belief,
Might good enough to get me high.

Am i
Am i
My only only only friend that
I am, i?

Am i
Am i
My only only only friend that
I am, i?

In my gloom
I'm only in my doom,
And I'll be in for a while.

I used to think,
While I sit and wait for the phone to ring
That I'd be happier if I just am.

Only, only, only, only,
Only, only, omly, only,
Only, only, only friend that
I am, i.