attractive today lyrics

I am wrecked, I am overblown
I'm also fed up with the common cold

But I just hate to say goodbye
To all the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with

Say it's true, say you like me
(I like you)
Just for the night, for me it's been eternity

And as I gently sip this drink
I think about my lack of future
And all the places I could learn to fall in love

I know I shouldn't waste my time
Wishing I'd been better designed
Yet for some reason still think

I am wrecked, I am overblown
I'm also fed up with the fucking common cold

When I just wanna feel alive
For the first time in my life
I just wanna feel attractive today