apartment 5f lyrics

Jackahmmers outside my window
Woke me up again today
And all the voices in my head
Well its so hard to make them go away
Stayin out all night
Lookin for something Ill never find
Im fighting myself, and
Im losing control of my mind
I reached out in anger I reached out in love
I lived a life of self abuse, I prayed to the heavens above..

Jackahmmers outside my window
Woke me up again today
And all the voices in my head
Well its so hard to make them go away
Looking for some new stimulation,
But all of these things,
They just never last
I know I have to move foward,
But I keep holding on to the past.

I just wanna be happy with the way things are
I just wanna look up at the sky at night,
And appreciate the stars

Destruction leaves an empty space
In emptiness again I begin to create
Feeling good again now, in some new kind of way
Feeling good again now...