am i ever gonna change lyrics

I'm tired of being me and I don't like what I see
I'm not who I appear to be
So I start off every day, down on my knees I will pray
For a change in any way
But as the day goes by, I live through another lie
If it's any wonder why

Am I ever gonna change
If I say one thing then I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change, will I always stay the same
If I say one thing then I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, well I?m the only one to blame
If I think I?m right, I wind up wrong
It?s a futile fight it's gone on too long

Please tell me if it's true, am I too old to start anew
'Cause that's what I want to do
But time and time again when I think I can
I fall short in the end
So why do I even try, will it matter when I die
Can anyone hear my cry?

Am I ever gonna change, will I always stay the same
If I say one thing then I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, well I?m the only one to blame
If I think I?m right, I wind up wrong
It?s a futile fight it's gone on too long

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Am I ever gonna change, will I always stay the same
If I say one thing then I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, well I?m the only one to blame
If I think I?m right, I wind up wrong
It?s a futile fight it's gone on too long

Am I ever gonna change, I take it day by day
My will is weak and my flesh too strong
Peace I seek till thy kingdom comes