ain't gonna figure it yet lyrics

Verse 1:
I'm brave but I'm shaking
I'm near but yet I'm far
I don't believe in civilization
But yet I still drive a car
I'm crippled but I'm walking
I'm freed yet I'm barred
I don't believe in hard work
But still I have a farm

Chorus:
But look what it all comes down to
Ain't goona figure it yet
'Till you have one hand full of ashes
And the other hand is putting your soul to rest

Verse 2:
I'm broke but I'm still spending
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm a sinner yet I'm an angel
I'm leading but I'm behind
I'm dumb but I'm talking
I'm seeing yet I'm blind
I'm dull but I'm still shinning
I'm alive but I can die

Chorus

Verse 3:
I ain't hungry but I'm drinking
I hate liquor but I'm drinking wine
I'm puzzled to be crowned king
I'm the law but I do crime
I'm cool but I'm vicious
I'm a fool but I'm wise
I'm a politician but I'm not voting
I guess this is the end of my line

Chorus

Verse 4 (Bridge):
I'm sad but I'm happy
I'm not gonna loose my mind
It's late but it's so early
And I wonder what's the time