above and below lyrics

Sometimes I feel like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground, I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear these hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear 'cause living makes me feel ashamed

I must believe there's more above us and below
I must believe stranded with this bitch called hope
It keeps me here when all I wanna do is go
It keeps me here when all I wanna do is disappear

If this is it, all we have and ever will
If this is it, time is running out and standing still
I'll leave today 'cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away, I'll turn my back and disappear

The city moans, it lunges up right from the ground
The seething earth, it opens up and spits us out
This vicious child, nature never wanted us
This vicious child, a cancer burning black into its heart

If this is it, all we have and ever will
If this is it, time is running out and standing still
I'll leave today 'cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away, I'll turn my back and disappear

Sometimes I feel like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground, I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear these hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear 'cause living makes me feel ashamed

If this is it, all we have and ever will
If this is it, time is running out and standing still
I'll leave today 'cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away, I'll turn my back and disappear
I'll turn my back and disappear