you're still waiting lyrics

Could you help me try to understand
How all of this can make you a man?
Sleepless nights, nightmares that always hold you tight
A worm inside that seems to never die
So now, could you tell me why
You love the world with body and soul?
So now, you're giving it all away
But there is a hope to get you by - you're still waiting
For another fix to get you by - you're still waiting
For a feeling that won't fade so fast - you're still waiting
For something to heal your inside
When the fixation is over and you're finally laid to rest
How will you be remembered
Did you do your best?
Still holding on to the futre, still holding on to the truth
What did it mean to you
Each night, holding something new?
There is a hope to get you by
There is a cure for your insides
There is a hope to make you new
There is a father who loves you...