whose trophy? lyrics

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
(it never works out)
Need I ignore you now (NO..)
I can't live facing these regrets
I won't live without them (it never works out)
How will things turn out

You threw it all away
Is that how you see things
I guess we live through different eyes
We see through different pasts
I won't be what you want me to be

Should I try a little less
Just to suffer all the more
Is this what you want from me
Are you ashamed of me
Could this hurt any more

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
(it never works out)
Need I ignore you now
I can't live facing these regrets
I won't live without them (it never works out)
How will things turn out

This may be the most important thing I'll ever say
But if it's all the same
I'll bide my words and wait for better ones to take their place
And this I beg of you
Please don't think out loud
And keep your life to yourself
I'm not the one to volunteer (Im not the one)
To suffocate (to suffocate)

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
(it never works out)
Need I ignore you now (NO..)
I can't live facing these regrets
I won't live without them (it never works out)

Nothing never works out
Nothing ever works out
nothing never works out
It never works out.. nothing, never...