trapped in the wake of a dream lyrics

Do I deserve these beatings?
Hating me well then cut, cut the noose and let me fall away
I'm growing weak and tired of you and your little shoving games
Fucking pushing me, you pulled the trigger
Trapped in the wake of your

Dream
You're all killers, always fucking, pushing me, insulting me
I've overcome, I have found the strength of Gods in me
Crushing all unwilling this is so unstoppable
Hard as nails, hook that holds
Reach down and find the strength of many in you

My sanctuary calling my name so I run through to the light
Weeping through a cloud darkened by a tainted dream
Of me being pummeled by the tide crushing killing me
But I can't wake up trapped in the wake of

Dream
You're all killers, always fucking, pushing me, insulting me
I've overcome, I have found the strength of Gods in me
Crushing all unwilling this is so unstoppable
Hard as nails, hook that holds
Reach down and find the strength of many in you

Call it, call a truce
I'm believing in it more and more comfort
Purge the truth, I'll believe it
I'm so weak and sore, shadowed hide and seek
But you never looked I wait behind the door, call out
Bite the hand that is feeding

Compassion no more
I hope I never wake up
Dream sewing filters distort reality of what is mine
Through light this mind awakens
I draw the line from then and now, awake and dreaming
Forgotten past future becomes mine

Throw the chains all away
Take control of your life
Powers known this is my
Throw the chains all away
Take control of your life
Powers known this is my

Dream
You're all killers, always fucking, pushing me, insulting me
I've overcome, I have found the strength of Gods in me
Crushing all unwilling this is so unstoppable
Hard as nails, hook that holds
Reach down and find the strength of many in you