these things lyrics

I have this smile to hide me
And I have this cross to bear
I have your picture that still haunts me like your memory
These things have I

I have these words to lie to me
These stupid songs to share
I have these countless hours to fill the void you left me
These things have I

For all these things I've done
Let you down, I just apologize
But sorry is hard somehow
Seems so strange, it'd be so easy now

But I've got this faith to blind me
And I've got the dreams we shared
And I have the fear that dreams are all I'll have that's
Left to me

These things, all these things
These things have I
These things, all these things
There things have I