the in crowd lyrics

Spin away the combination for the last time
Say goodbye to this year
I wish I could avoid the empty
Summer days that await me
The fakers smile goodbye, celebrating their new freedom
I sit alone on the couch, wondering why

I wonder what it's like to have it all
To never be afraid that I would fall
But I don't think I've ever known the time
That I was part of the in crowd

Here we go another day another disgrace
Fall flat on my face
I wish I had a bunch of money, catch a plane, head out west
Still run and play around, all full of the fans and freedom
I sit alone on the couch, wondering why

I wonder what it's like to have it all
To never be afraid if I would fall
But I don't think I've ever known a time
That I was part of the in crowd

And doesn't anyone here live an original life?
Or did you surrender to be on the inside?
When you disappear they won't remember your name
And you'll fade away and someone takes your place
Takes your place, in the in crowd

Spin away the combination for the last time
Say goodbye to this year
I wish I could avoid the empty
Summer days that await me
The fakers smile goodbye, celebrating their new freedom
I sit alone on the couch, but I'm ready to fly

I wonder what it's like to have it all
To never be afraid that I would fall
But I don't think I've ever known a time

I wonder what it's like to have it all
To never be afraid that I would fall
But I don't think I've ever known a time
That I was part of the in crowd
Of the in crowd, in the in crowd

I don't need anything that I can't find in me
All my life I have been out of line at the end
When you fall something more, something new to begin
When you fall something more, some way to fit in

In the in crowd
In the in crowd