take this lyrics

I can't believe how far I've come
Watch me stumble and come undone
If you take away, these memories
All that's left is just me

'Cause I don't want this and I don't need this
And I don't feel this, it seems that even though she's with me
I can't shake this, I can't fake this
And I won't take this anymore

So you choose to break my heart
I should have seen this from the start
I'm haunted by your apathy
All that's left is killing me

'Cause I don't want this and I don't need this
And I don't feel this, it seems that even though she's with me
I can't shake this, I can't fake this
And I won't take this anymore

Do you believe
That the way you choose to be
I've always had to see
The brighter side of this

So I don't lose my faith now the sun has gone away
It's getting colder everyday
So before I freeze to death
There's something I should say

I don't want this, I don't take this
And I don't feel this, it seems that even though she's with me
I can't shake this and I can't fake this
And I won't take this

And though you say you understand, you still won't face this
Can't erase this, I won't embrace this anymore