somewhat peculiar lyrics

I don't know where it came from
Just what it meant
It's getting pretty deep in here folks
Please, let me vent

Say it doesn't kill you
Will you last a little longer?
But every time they fight something down
It comes back even stronger

I don't know where it came from
God knows where it went
I just find it somewhat peculiar
That it's all heaven sent

Ever get the feeling there's something
you're not being told?
Like your mind's put on hold
While your body is being bought and sold
Ever felt just a little bit out of control?
Well, god bless your soul
Prey you never reach a point when your only goal is
feeding a hole

I don't wanna learn anything new
Already know more than I want to
Liked things better when I didn't understand them
We got them off the ground - now we can't land them