she's my friend lyrics

I got outta town
Like I knew I should
I got outta town
Like I knew I would

But when I close my eyes
And the dawn don't come
I think to myself
What a disgrace I've become

But she won't fail me
'Cause she's my friend
And she won't rat me out
I'm a boy to her eye
And she won't fail me
Even when she hates me

I use to think a lot
But now I watch the grain
I used to fall in love
With shit like subway trains

And although my liberty
Has been taken away now
I take it all, I take it all
Day by day

But she can't fail me
'Cause she's my friend
And she won't rat me out
I'm a boy to her eye
And she won't fail me
Even when she hates me
Even when she hates me

I get the fallen down
About twice a week
They say I'm all fucked up
(All fucked up)
But I know talk is cheap

But when I close my eyes
And the dawn don't come by
I think to myself
What a disgrace I've become

But she can't fail me
'Cause she's my friend
And she won't rat me out
I'm a boy to her eye
And she won't fail me
Even when she hates me
Even when she hates me