save myself lyrics

How did I get here?
By losing faith
Bein' guided by fears
And I'm hangin' on every word
With the hopes that you can
Help me away, and its all I know
Oh, how death don't like to let you go
It's killin' me to see you slippin' away, yeah

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Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Until I save myself
Oh, I have to save myself

Now the systems we have placed
To protect ourselves
Are hard to erase
And the egos that we bring
Are the guarding walls that have brought us this far
And its all I know, That addictions don't like
To let you go
It's killin' me to see you, slippin' away, yeah

[Chorus]
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Until I save myself
Oh, I have to save myself

Well the victims that we play
Are familiar ghosts that won't go away
And the patterns that we break
Are the only hope that can shatter their grip

[Chorus]
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Until I save myself
Oh, I have to fix myself
Woe, I have to save myself