rejected lyrics

Was it something I said
Or something I became
Said he filled his head with lead
Just to take away the pain

I'm not gonna give in
Gonna stand up and fight
Make believe that the world is safe
For you and me tonight

I don't want to, I don't need to
Understand the world we live in
Just because I understand the truth
Not alone rejected

I don't want to believe
There's no time left to dream
So much to wish for
But there's no air left to breathe

I don't know what is wrong
I don't know what is right
So much to live for
But my mind screams suicide

I don't want to, I don't need to
Understand the world we live in
Just because I understand the truth
Not alone, rejected

Through these days of historical page
Is for you are chosen to
Tell them about life
And what that means inside
Rejected