lonely alone lyrics

How long did it take to find this letter?
I know it wasn't right when you got old
Was it about the time you started gettin' hungry
And looked to see what I left on the stove?

Did it ever cross you mind to even worry?
Wonder where I am, was everything alright
No, that's why I left it on your pillow
Because that's the only time I crossed your mind

I refuse to be with you and be forgotten
So, this afternoon I thought why not just go
After all, I'm already lonely
I might as well be lonely alone

Maybe, I've become a different woman
Or maybe you became a different man
You wonder why I'm doing what I'm doing
Well, I'm not expecting you to understand

'Cause you have no idea this was coming
How could you when I've always just been there
But you just go on taking me for granted
And for the first time in my life, I don't care

I refuse to be with you and be forgotten
So, this afternoon I thought why not just go
After all, I'm already lonely
I might as well be lonely alone

After all, I'm already lonely
I might as well be lonely alone