live it out lyrics

Oh I live it out
Oh I live it out
Oh I

On the day we were supposed to leave
You changed your mind at the station
You had a nice apartment
There was a good bar downstairs
Your old friend worked there

I'll go anyway, I'll go anyway
They won't refund the ticket
Well it's a good story

But I don't want to live it alone
Crash to take a chance
I wanna live it out
I know I'm already dead

No concrete adversity
Only traps of our own actions
How we wanted it to be
Now I'm never gonna see you again
You turned off

Vertebrae by vertebrae
Roll your way out of a coma
Look up, the nurse is smiling
What luck, the nurse is me
Your old body is dead

Your body's dead
You're a word instead
In my sleep I repeat it
Well, it's a good story

But I don't want to live it alone
Crash to take a chance
We were gonna live it out
Look at you, you're already dead

How will you remember me?
Digging ditches out of boredom
Said you would never leave
Now you're never gonna be here again
You checked out

Oh I live it out
Oh I live it out
Oh I