left handshake lyrics

I think I'm water
I sickness grows inside
Help me out of it
"You are a light"
"You are a sound"
"Drift within"
"This is your body"
I decayed and rot away
Your bloody mind's set
"Did you get lost on the trip"
You don't know me
"Did you get trapped in memory"
You can't heal a soul
"Did you forget"
??? fear walk till one A.M.
"What did you do"
Last morning
"You brought your own mind games with you"
Little one or two
"You had to make it a bad trip"
No color
Darkness flesh pot
Mind reflecting
Through the paint of a picture
Cracks of the believable vision
In turn in bone
Watered down
??? take ingest it
Poison
The cross repeats astounds
Presenting a sight
"Quiet dormant sea of light"
Visual betrayal
Last rights denied
??? trails a long road inside
"Buried"
"A mass grave"
Mind has defeated
The stain of disease
Dirt lipped motherfuck
Chose a life of ease
Hard to believe
When ??? falls
Takes a soul
Travels a trip to the edge of it all
Why can't they see
I'm still in control
Starving eyes
"Quiet dormant sea of light"
??? lifeless
Last rights denied
"Buried"
"A mass grave"
Medicated eyes
Feast through expected
The controls
No one right
"Soft, it's soft, tissue soft"
It's a decision
??? toss this coin head or tail
Cause effect breakdown
Inexperience fails
"Lift...and fold it's soft tissue soft"
Washing the hands
Pointing his way
Washing the hands
Pointing his way
"Sink chant over to a dark fertile marsh"
Washing the hands
Guilt and denial
Washing the hands
Pointing away
Washing the hands
Pointing his way
Washing the hands
Point of denial
"Sink, sink into a dark"
???
Who were the righteous ??? that be so ???
"In this mirror of confession"
No guilt
I see no guilt
"What do you see there"
No guilt
"Your personality"
In experience fails
"All your goals, all your fears and your ambitions"
My fears and my ambitions
Hey, it's ok
"The chess game of your life"
This world is ???
"You gotta check that"
"You can't take that on the trip with you"
??? dealing ???
"All those animal impulses that you hide"
Way down way down
"And keep down below"
"All this baggage too must be checked"
I wouldn't expect it could be
I never knew
"Can't take that on the billion year voyage"
Never wanted to welcome water
Poison
"Are you ready"
"Then take this chalice"
"The elixir of life"
Weakness sickness grows inside
Weather
Wishing you could grow up