it's not that easy lyrics

I think you're trying to scare me
So that I will stop thinking about you
I think you're trying to scare me
So that I will stop trying to be you
It's not that easy
It's not that easy

I laughed when I heard you dies
Cause I didn't know what else I was gonna do
Now I laugh when I see you alive
Cause I think you're just pulling my leg
It's not that easy
It's not that easy

Well it must have taken a whole lot of anger
And it must have taken a whole lot of time
And I can't believe that you found me after all these years
I guess you must have something heavy on your mind
And I can't believe that you thought I'd be happy
To see you up and around like it's any warning
You look like shit, and the smell is even better
And I feel like shit, and I want to go back to bed

You can walk through walls
You can make the head of a doll spin around
And you can haunt the halls
But you can't ask me to make you feel at home
It's not that easy
It's not that easy