i devise my own demise lyrics

I can't control everything
And i can't forget just what i've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than i am today (that i am today)

I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing

It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (motherfucking goodbye!)
I just want you to take, take me back home (thake me back home)
To a better place that i've never known(that i never know)

I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing

I can't control everything
And i can't forget just what i've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than i am today (than i am today)

I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing

this life i am losing
this life i am losing
this life i am losing
this life i am losing

I devise my...own demise