halo of winter lyrics

I regret the way I sat / And the way you stood there / It didn't matter / We'd just end up doing it anyway / My self-taught moral / I'll just go ahead and turn the other cheek / I knew what I was doing all along / And let it go on for weeks / I regret the way you sat / And the way you stood there / It didn't matter we'd just end up doing it anyway / Your self-taught moral / You'll just go ahead and turn the other cheek / I regret the way we sat and the way we stood there / Just go ahead ignore it long enough / In time it will go away / We were fooling ourselves / You'd say you were in love / It's okay this is my excuse / Tomorrow is another day / I'll just finish up tonight / It will soon be yesterday / Go to the store and buy the box / I hope it's answer is no, I'm not ready to grow up / Even with you - I feel alone / I wear this halo for decades / I call it winter because it's so cold / It reminds me of desire of youth / Not even my wife can take away