gods of rapture lyrics

I feel torn apart a vile misfit fallen
Deep into affliction of my hollow mind
The sense of suffocation grows inside my lungs
When I wake into truth, I'm back among the blind

The truth of lies disenchanting my eyes
How can I survive? I can't stand being alive, alive
Gods of rapture enshrouding my eyes
I try to hide then slowly I die, die

My past laugh at me from the other side of negation
Untying the lasting few cords of common sense
Submerged into the flow the rapids of addiction
Too weak to push it back a worm without defense

My flesh fading, undressing the bones
Behold me, naked cadaver exposed
This my abuse I can't take it no more, no more

The fragile truth sneering at me
With teeth pressed
Like thrusting nails into my head
All my life I regret