fool lyrics

I should have seen my end coming from a long way off
My friend said man she'll give you the blues so bad, don't get caught
But I went right ahead and told myself a pack of lies
And spent night after hammered night getting back my mind

I am a fool when I need you
I'm a fool to believe
My heart is so wide open
I'm so easy to deceive
I'm a fool I'll keep believing
I'm a fool I'll believe it all
I'm a fool who'll keep on trying
And like a fool, I will crawl

I waste time in my mind thinking of you - I am a fool I know
I should be healing myself instead of hurting myself - I am a fool I know I know I know
And it hurts to keep learning the same lessons in pain
I am a fool I know
Self mutilation is the only thing I know - I am a fool I know

I've seen your front teeth sharpen and I've felt your muscles flex
You have the kind of eyes that turn mere mortals into wrecks
I know first hand so well all the hard times you direct
Seduced rejected reduced ejected again
Yeah!
I am a fool when I need you
I'm a fool to believe
My heart is so wide open
I'm so easy to deceive
I'm a fool I'll keep believing
I'm a fool I'll believe it all
I'm a fool who'll keep on trying
And like a fool, I will crawl
I will crawl
You can do anything you want
I am a fool I know cuz its all I know
I know I know I know
Yeah I'm a fool I know