everything i've learned is going to change lyrics

Bitter blues on my palette today
What's the use in days so short, why do I get up anyway
This time of year I lose control I start thinking back to you
Yellow's gone all those leaves on the ground
Dirty gray, oh the rain, foggy winter falling down
All these lonely dreams come true eventually they do
Will it stop one day
Will I look up and feel the warm rays
Glowing coals where we once were frozen
Can I breathe somehow fear get away from me now
Loving wind will you blow over me?
I've been afraid to face some things
Wouldn't let my heart release
Here's a prayer we all will break those chains
I want to bring my innocence back
I want to really love at last
Everything I've learned is going to change
Who can know what my life is about?
Only me I'm the one and you know I'm just finding out
Winter flower wait to bloom but eventually they do
Here I am in an unbroken land
Can I walk can I stand have I spoken out of hand
We're not fastened in this place so I'm moving on today
Will it stop one day
Will I look up and feel the warm rays
Glowing coals where we once were frozen
Can I breathe somehow fear get away from me now
Loving wind will you blow over me?
I've been afraid to face some things
Wouldn't let my heart release
Here's a prayer we all will break those chains
I want to bring my innocence back
I want to really love at last
Everything I've learned is going to change
Oh am I blue enough to be bored with this thing
Have I been through enough, can I start another dream
This time I'm waking up from a long lonely sleep
I've been afraid to face some things
Wouldn't let my heart release
Here's a prayer we all will break those chains
I want to bring my innocence back
I want to really love at last
Everything I've learned is going to change
I've been afraid to face some things
Everything I've learned is going to change