disconnected lyrics

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
And I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under

And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
(Disconnected)

Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again, I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all, I'm disconnected

Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
(Disconnected)

Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again, I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all, I'm disconnected

I just wanna live my life sedated
'Cause I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane, don't give a damn
I can't comprehend what I'll understand, disconnected

(Broken off again)
Oh yeah
(When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself)
Numb in pain again, I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all, I'm disconnected

(Broken off again)
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again, I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all, I'm disconnected