denied lyrics

I'm trying, denying
Why won't you ever talk to me?
I know it, can't show it
I guess it's kind of hard to see

I'm learning, confirming
The lies a thousand times before
I know it, can't blow it
Not long before you shut the door

I'm trying, denying
I guess it's never supposed to be
It's coming down now
It's coming down because of me, of me, yeah yeah

And I'm singing
I'm singing now
I'm singing now
I'm singing now, again
Now, again

When I look into your eyes
You know you've got me hypnotized
All I want is to hold on

I know all these problems just begin
It seems as if they'll never end
All I want is to hold on to you

Want to lay back and close my eyes
Dream of things I could not find
Just lay back and close my eyes

I'm trying, denying
I guess it's never supposed to be
It's coming down now
It's coming down because of me