dead man's ballet lyrics

Oh no, how could this happen to
Such an amazing young boy?
I had my whole life ahead of me

Oh God, how could you have let this
Happened to such a lovely young child?
I was their only son and I tried, tried, tried

Yeah, you, you miserable father
The one who ignored me for half of my life
Now I, I can't even look at you, why? Why? Why?

Don't abandon me now
I don't wanna die

You can lead him to the ambulance
But you cannot make him live
(No, you cannot make me live)
You can lead him to the ambulance
(Lead me home)
But you cannot make him live

What could I have done differently?
You never said there was anything wrong
Now the drugs, they give me encouragement
Why? Why? Why?

Oh God, tell me, I'll make it
I'll give you my blood if that's all you need
Just don't tell me that I'm gonna die, die, die

Don't abandon me now
I don't wanna die alone

You can lead him to the ambulance
But you cannot make him live
(No, you cannot make me live)
You can lead him to the ambulance
(Why can't we celebrate? Lead me home)
But you cannot make him live