cradle lyrics

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Push, push, push, push

I lost you, you were my God, thought what do I do now
You were never there for me, never there to carry me
26 years looking back that time is gone, it was you I believed in
Look what you've done to me, realize what you've done to me

I can't bleed, I can't bleed
I wanna break for the life that walked away from me

I can't see going on in this darkness, I'm blind
Beneath my cradle the bough has broke
I exorcise my loss, your lie's the punishment

It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering
What do I do now all I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign to guide me through the times
That lie in front of me, I'll get by myself

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you

Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left
Feels like I've never been loved
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me
Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone

I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away

Fucking cock sucker

Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar
Innocence displaced
Institutionalized in my own life
Been left

Here I stand now and I'm alone
With no one to comfort me
One set of footprints in the sand
No one to take my hand, I'll

I'll walk through as long as I need
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me, me, me, me

Found I've never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life
Endless plight that circulates through my body
Walking, stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind, renounce my being

Oh, I can't see going on
Oh, I can't see going on
Oh, I can't see going on
Oh, I can't see going on

I can't see, I'm so tired
I can't see

Oh, I can't see going on
I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by myself

I can't see you mother fucking
I can't see you mother fucking
I can't see you mother fucking
I can't see you mother fuck