blown it again lyrics

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again

Finally I'm seeing clearly
I'm writin' this so you can hear me
How did I get it in my head
That you could do me wrong?, no
Since I got to know you better
I found that I was glad I met ya
Why did I listen to those lies
When you were standing there for me?

Why did I never tell you?
Why did I not say?
Why did I push it away?
Hey yey
Why did I never trust ya?
I could have told you all my fears
All those years
An' now I'm ashamed of my ways

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again

Diggin' up the heart within me
Dismay is the only feelin' I see
I have to say my heart ain't what it could be
Open up the box and tell me what it should be
You can't free you boot if it ain't gone fly
You can't live a life if you don't ask why
Such a thing as too much information
Trapped inside this condemnation

Why did I never tell you?
Why did I not say?
Why did I push it away?
Hey yey
Why did I never trust ya?
I could have told you all my fears
All those years
An' now I'm ashamed of my ways

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it

Sorry, you said it
My motor mouth done, did it again
Exceedin' speed limit
And now I'm feelin' it
I'm knee deep in it
Ready to roll like a jeep with the keys in it
So gimme three minutes
'Cause I admit it, I was wrong with no right to expect
Maybe you might just accept my apology
Even though it feels funny
'Cause when a penny dropped, I'm like
"Oh, my gosh I killed Kenny!"
I can't believe I'd end up dissin' a friend
Man I shoulda' known better than to listen to them
With their see through poisonous lies, deceitful
Made you the last one on my list to speak to
Yea, sticks an' stones break bones and kill
Word wounds take long to heal
I was wrong for real an' I ain't even gon' try to deny
'Cause I missed the mark an' I missed it wide

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
I've done it I've blown it again
Gone an' lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end